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It's ironic how the advice you need most to swallow is one you've probably sputtered from your own mouth, and too many times at that. Might sound cheesy, because I might just be your quintessential quixote. But more than ever, I believe that life is what you make it. Not everything happens for a reason. The few who believe they've gotten everything they've wanted, without settling, by waiting with pure hearts for everything to fall into place, is either in denial, or much braver than they realize.

Take a deep breath. Stop and think intentionally about what makes you happy, what brings you joy, and fills your life with purpose and meaning. If I stop and think about these things, I realize life is pretty substantial.

ONE I have a wonderful family who constantly shows me in unique and different ways that they have my best interest at heart, and love to take care of me.
TWO I have specific interests and love what I do. Everything I write and express, I care deeply about. It matters to me, therefore it matters.
THREE I have good friends and wonderful roommates who constantly reassure me that what I have to offer is pretty damn worthwhile.
FOUR I find everyday that uncertainty and searching hardly feels empty. That mystery is thrilling, stretching, amplifying.